Art of surrender theme with caller readings and spiritual discussion

Hello, everyone. Good evening. I am Chris Cahill coming to you live from Skid Row Studios in downtown Los Angeles. And the name of the show is Psychic Every Day. And it is a beautiful Wednesday, January 29, 2014, my last show of the month, the last show of January. We're getting to the end of January and getting ready to launch a whole new board of shows for February, a whole new lineup. And so working a particular kind of theme of energies through January about resetting the energy or kind of creating on a new level with energy. I do want to say you are either listening at skidrowstudios.com or you can go to skidrowstudios.com and you can also do the or watch our live stream video, which is on our site. There's a live stream video button or a live video button and just go to that. And you can also listen to the show on Stitcher if you are on your smartphone, it makes it a little bit easier. I do want to say hello to my friend Mindy, who is with me tonight here. Hey, Mindy, good evening. Hello, good evening. How are you tonight? I'm pretty good. You're going to see a band. I am called Weed Eaters. Weed Eaters. Oh my gosh. Anybody out there want to talk about that one? It's a band about farming, right? I believe so. Yes. They talk about... A rock band about farming. About farming. They grow crops and do things. Yes. Anyway, well, I'm glad I got to see you before then. Yeah, I'm glad I could come in tonight for this. Good. Me too. Thanks. So the name of the show tonight or the theme of the show tonight is the art of surrender, people. I'm going to be talking about spiritual surrender, letting it go. And we're going to be getting into that in just a moment. After I remind you that since this is a live show, I will be taking callers tonight during the show. My number is 1-800-893-9562. Now, I'm going to be giving readings tonight during the show about surrender, about releasing, letting go, dropping it, you know, all these things. And it will depend on each one of you, whoever calls you. I'm going to be talking about surrender, dropping it, dropping it, letting go, dropping it, dropping it. So I'm going to be talking about surrender, dropping it, dropping it, dropping it. So I'm going to be talking about surrender, dropping it. So I'm going to be talking about surrender, dropping it. So I'm going to be talking about surrender, dropping it. So I'm going to be talking about surrender, dropping it. So I'm going to be talking about surrender, dropping it. opportunities to kind of come up with your own pictures or your own questions of what it is you're releasing, what you're letting go of. And I just want to put a couple shout outs out there too. I was invited to be a guest on two other shows in the past week. There was Nestorius Public Radio I got to do last Thursday and it was really, really fun. That one's already online. If you go to Nestor, it's under the, I believe the comedy shows, Nestor, Nestorius Public Radio, you can listen to the, and you can watch the show that I did with Nestor last week. It was really fun, really beautiful. We talked about value and certainty among other things of, you know, being a clairvoyant and all that. He interviewed me. And then I was also a guest this week, just yesterday was that? I can't believe it was only yesterday, on Jan McCarthy's show, The Life of an Entrepreneur. And that was at 11 o'clock in the morning. So that one should be up and running in the archives pretty soon. And you'll be able to listen to that one too. And Jan, interviewed me about my business and how I've, you know, been a business owner and just creating my own business, pretty much being self-employed most of my life. So there, we talked about that. It was lots of fun. And both those shows are great as well as, I think there's like 24 shows here total, right? Something like that. Yeah. And we now have 24 shows. That's pretty awesome. And there'll be more coming in. So check them out. I'm always kind of giving a shout out to my fellow hosts here. And I really, really appreciate them because everybody here is doing some great work. And I'm sure you'll be able to find some of the best shows that I've ever seen. Now, I'm going to be getting into what this show is about. The art of surrender. This is kind of a thing. Starting with me and my health tonight, I've been having to surrender to an upper respiratory thing for a couple of weeks now, which really, really bends my ego the wrong way because I'm a healer. I'm having a tough time with letting go of the failure picture of I shouldn't have this, you know, whatever. And I feel okay. It just keeps going back and forth. So nobody out there needs to heal me right now. I'm just saying there's like a lot of reasons why I'm working the surrender picture. So I do want to apologize in advance for my voice. It's going to be better by next week. But I do want to say surrender is actually one of the concepts that I'm calling a great concept for the 21st century. And I don't mean surrender as in losing. You know, it's not about like, you lost and you had to give in, you great big loser, too bad for you, you failed. It's not about that. Spiritual surrender has much more to do with a letting go, with choosing to realize you don't have power over a particular energy, or maybe you've just been fighting something you don't have to fight. Or maybe you've been trying to solve something you kind of can't solve, and it might be just time to put it down. When you consider that you and I, and everyone else we know has had to surrender a few illusions and self definitions, and a lot more than that, too, over the last few years, it's really been about that. You know, since our economy tanked in 2000, it started in 2008. But it was already happening. 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You know, not to mention the economy and the upheavals all over the planet right now. They're going to get more so in this country too. And it doesn't have to be awful or horrific. It's just simply there's a more of a shaking out coming on. Excuse me. So this is a spiritual evolution. It starts with evolution, with change. Things are not good enough. We're just not going to continue business as usual. And everybody has been kind of working that in different ways, at least people who are choosing to change or heal or grow or realizing. I can't change. I can't change. I can't change. I can't change. I can't change. I can't change. I can't keep plugging into the old pictures. The old pictures, meaning the old society pictures, the old, this is how things are done. And meanwhile, technology has helped us. We talk about this stuff a lot on this show. We have an internet. We have, it's so much easier for people to go and create their own thing, to design, to create. You know, you can go and decide to record your own album and promote it and be your own record dealer. And get it out there and have lots of people hear it all over the world. And this is not new for you. You've been getting used to this over the past few years or whatever it else, whatever else it is that you do. So one of the big things we've had to all surrender to is to the old pictures that somebody else is responsible for that. Is somebody else, you know, I'm going to find an agent or a record company or a, you know, a gallery. I used to think I needed one years ago when I was working on a record. I was painting or I'm going to find a, you know, somebody who will take that for me. Now that's not a bad thing to want or to look for someone who can help you and assistance. But now, now these days, you don't have to wait anymore. And the days when you had to wait or when it was really, you didn't get to pick yourself. You didn't get to choose yourself. Other people got to choose you. Those days are gone for now. And, you know, if you're, and I'm not trying to say this across the board. I mean, if somebody is out looking for a job and they do want to work for another company, it is a lot about that. But there's so much else you can do too. It's about you choosing your own way, choosing yourself. And so there is a surrendering to kind of, it's up to someone else. It's not up to me. And then there's a surrendering of an excuse to not do anything. So that's the part where I'll get hard on you about this. I'll be, I'll be like, no, if you have excuses, that you've been holding on to, reasons why you can't do X, Y, or Z, look and see if those are real excuses or if there's something that perhaps it might be time to surrender, to let go of. We all know surrender from the Wizard of Oz with the Wicked Witch of the West and how she wrote surrender in great big black smoke, surrendered Dorothy across the sky. And poor Dorothy, you know, she just looked like she had no, no other recourse. No, she's all alone except for, you know, her, her, you know, Tin Man and her lion and her scarecrow and her dog. Oh, and then there was the good, the good witch too. You know, she had help, but the, the picture of the, the witch being more powerful than Dorothy and Dorothy realizing at the end, actually, she always had it within her. I mean, that was just kind of how the story goes in a nutshell. She always had this thing within her that was actually more powerful than the meanness or the evil or the, the, um, the control freak witch. So if you ever get caught up in an us against them picture, as in they have all the money and the power and we don't have that the way they do, and it's just not fair and it's, you know, slanted against us and I don't know how this is going to go and blah, blah, blah, get over it. Start looking at it in a different way. Yes, some of that might be looking true on the outside, but what that's doing is when you go into those pictures is you're forgetting your own power, where your own power comes from and where the power of communication really has a huge effect on outcomes as well as the power of your spirit. When you align your own energy, your own spirit, your pictures, your, your vision of the world and how you want it to be, you're forgetting your own power. And so that's, that's, that's, that's, that's your emotions. When you start to align that, not to some perfect utopian world, but to having the things you do want to see on the planet, it changes and it already is. Just because we, especially in the U S do not see it in the mainstream media, it doesn't mean it's happening. It's not happening. And it is, I assure you that's going on. So this is a, this is a surrender to surrendering to the picture that, you don't have power that somebody else has it. And it's just not fair. I say, surrender that one, let it go and start looking for, well, how do I have my own? How do I find my own? And that's often that starts within you, but it also happens when you work with other people and you have a common goal in mind as well. Now I want to remind everybody, this is a live show and I am taking calls tonight at, 1-800-893-9562. You're listening to psychic everyday radio. I'm Chris Cahill and you're at skid row studios.com. And I got to tell you people, we are real radio on the internet. Um, it looks like I do have my first caller. Yeah. Hi, you're live. Hi, uh, this is Anna calling. How are you? Anna. Good. Good to hear your voice. How are you doing tonight? I'm doing great. I just remember, it was your radio show. I thought I would give a call. Well, thank you. Like an interesting topic. You know, and this is one that I think, you know, a little bit about. I think so. Absolutely. Do you have, would you like me to give you a reading? Do you have a question? Sure. I would love to. All right. Anything in particular, or should I just go and look at what I see coming up for you? I think it's better because you always see something. So I want to know what it is. Well, yeah, you're surrendering to the reading. So I can just, I can look at that rather than going into any effort at all. Cause that's also a, a part of spiritual surrender is non-effort. And I'm going to go there. So, um, the picture I see with you with, um, this particular theme, I see a picture of you and this looks like where you're working in present time energetically. You're, um, you already moved the big chunks of stuff out of your way that you really want to do. You really wanted to get to in the past few years, you know, kind of like, like it's past time, you know, a couple of years ago, you just really started dropping or letting go of different kinds of old pictures that look like they were very, um, oh, they, they, they acted like walls in your space, walls between you and what you really wanted. Um, old rules, rigid, it was like a rigid energy. And I see in present time, you're being very refined in how you're kind of going in. And the picture is that you have this long, long, long hair, and you've got this really fine tooth comb and you're going in and very, very gently and carefully combing through the strands. Like it's like individual strands of hair. And I see, this is not about your hair. This is about your energy. You're going in and getting a little bit finer in your detail about how you're clearing out knots or, uh, stuck energies. And I see it just, you're, you as a person, you're, you're, you're being, the picture is you're very, very patient. You're, you're just, um, surrendering to this will take the amount of time it takes. I'm not going to try to push it any faster. I'm just going to be with it. And there's a trust, um, that you as a spirit are, are showing yourself in the body because your body sometimes goes, wait, go faster, go faster. No, this isn't, there isn't enough. You know, I'm not getting enough here or it's not happening fast enough. But what I see, is you, the being are kind of coddling yourself, um, or sort of, you know, trying to assure you the body or the, you know, the, the mind, the body, the, um, the, that you are actually safe. So there's part of you as a, as a spirit, as a being who understands this is going to take time, which is really unique and wonderful in a way, because often it's the spirit who, that wants to move much faster and can. But I see in this case, your spirit and your body more aligned in this particular question of surrender. If you're more being more in agreement. And when I look at like any next steps with this, or just what it looks like, you're getting ready to move. It looks like what you're, you're doing is you're kind of getting yourself ready for, um, where you'll, you'll feel like you'll be ready to take kind of like take a bigger leap. And you're looking at doing that this year. Um, not necessarily moving or anything like that, but it looks like it, you know, that could be, could be a big leap. And I'm not necessarily moving or anything like that, but it looks like it, you know, that could be, could be a big leap. And I see part of it in the physical, you know, the outside, but the inside, there's an inner jump that you're looking to make this year. And I see you're kind of biding your time and waiting until the time is right. So there is a surrender. Pardon? Is that career wise or just in general? It looks like it's, um, I see, I saw it on two levels, relationship and career. So relationship was the big one and relationship with yourself. But I also see when I look at your old career, the picture I see is it's in the background and you're looking at it saying I just, I don't have any energy for that, not the way it was like moving forward, wanting to expand it or make it bigger or it's not as interesting to you as what you would like it to be so, yeah I think the biggest thing as a body you feel you have you're not there forever, so you feel like sometimes you're running out of time, but as a spirit you know you're kind of there you'll be there for a while exactly that's why that's in your wisdom yeah, that's your eternal spirit getting that it is but you're also trying to make it real in this lifetime and that's where I see you communicating more with your own self which is great there's a surrendering to it yeah, that's awesome, thank you Chris, thank you and really nice talking to you, have a good one bye bye, you too alright, we are talking about the art of surrender at Psychic Everyday Radio so here's one thing it's really hard to surrender to what is if your energy is tied into what you think should be, so if you've been in judgment of how things should be that last reading was a good example of it, just that she was the caller was actually looking at creating something new and wanting to move faster as we all get into that place of being stuck or feeling stuck like we're not moving fast enough or things aren't happening fast enough, one thing I've learned over the years and I bet you have too if you look at it, is that you're only going to grow as fast as you are ready for so you're trying to you really have this, we have these grandiose pictures of I want my business to do this, this and this and this and those are good pictures to have to create a big picture but have you asked your body how it feels about the extra energy it's going to handle and that's where it takes a little while sometimes like it's good to take a little while to kind of move into your creations, your success, your whatever it is you're working on as fast as you can handle it, as fast as you're able to take it on because your body will have a response I have another caller hello you are live hi, who is this? my name is Sandra Sandra, thanks for calling, is it your first time calling us, calling this show? yes it is, great, where are you calling from? I'm calling from the city of Montebello, California wonderful, well thank you for listening and for calling I'm Chris, what can I do for you, do you have a comment or would you like a reading? just a reading okay so you know what my theme is and what I'm working on great, I'll just take a quick look at the energy of surrender and what I see when I look at you picture I see is this picture that you're out in the sun on what looks like a great big farm, it's not really a great big farm it's kind of a smaller farm, like a family farm but there's this really old wagon, like a very old wagon, it looks like it doesn't even roll anymore, it's kind of like a wagon you can bale hay onto and it doesn't even roll anymore without being all wobbly because it's very old, it's like an antique and it's beautiful in it's weathered quality but you like it in the picture you're not going to get rid of it because it has served so well for so long, but meanwhile you're taking it out and trying to harvest you've got all the hay bales they've already been harvested and they've been baled in the field and for some reason it's hay, it's just this picture is hay and you're trying to get all the bales up on this wagon and even though you really like the old wagon, you like the old way of doing how this has done I just see you looking at it fondly and going, my grandparents? did it this way? and my parents? this is good enough for me and as you're trying to load these bales of hay onto this wagon, it's buckling it's not able to handle the largeness of what it is you're doing it's just, looking at it as another way I see this picture of you surrendering or being in a place in present time where you're having to for yourself, I'm not saying you have to or I'm not saying you have to but it's like you looking at what do I let go of what other people gave me as their truth you know, whether it's their history their truth, their experience or the way things were done and it's not like you're trying to hold on to the past but I see this picture of hands reaching to you from the past saying, here, hold on to this, hold on to this like be responsible for keeping this together moving forward and when I look at you surrendering it looks like it's a great time in your own evolution to look and see who are you being responsible for holding on to this? to hold on to those old forms or ideals or whether through feeling that you want to you feel responsible or you feel kind of a little bit of a you know, just an affinity for those people and really appreciating what they did but it's a present time place for you I see you having to surrender the past right now because the future or rather the present leading to the future is right there within hands and there's a looking to see for yourself and just being honest with yourself what is it you really might let go of right now that's going to help you and this is the surrender it's not a loss or because it feels like a loss is what it looks like but what I see is when you let it go there's a way that you'll always have it with you as an experience as memory as, you know, it's always going to be with you on that level but you'll no longer be holding on to it because it holds you back so I think does that make sense? it does I think it has to do a lot like with my family yeah I mean, I'm always like the one to fix everybody's problems the go-to person and I think this past year I've really decided to kind of step back yep you're the healer everybody's dealing with their own problems I already have enough yeah, you're the healer of the family and that's your agreements and you can change all your agreements because you're the healer because the picture is that that's how you got validated in the past you know, not that you were asking for validation but it's just sort of this that's where you could feel valued or powerful or wanted was that you knew how to do certain things but you probably have realized how many times you can't solve these problems for people because they're not your problems correct you can never solve a problem you didn't create yeah I'm learning to deal with that and I think I'm letting go I was just talking to my friend just a few weeks ago that, you know, I just failed at something and I feel like it's easier for me now and I can just say, okay, you know, that's not my problem I did not create it like you said and just letting it go exactly that can be your motto and your theme for 2014 yes, I can surrender, Sandra thank you thank you for listening and for calling I appreciate it alright, good night bye hello, everyone you are listening to Psychic Everyday Radio at skidrowstudios.com real radio on the internet and on the internet I am your host, Chris Cahill and I'm doing a live show my number is 1-800-893-9562 and I'm going to be giving some readings on surrender, letting go, releasing surrendering to what is so, I was just getting into that I mean, it's difficult if your energy is tied into what you think things should be including how you think you should be you might have judgment about that I should be happy to do these things for all these people that I am related to and I know and that was our last caller she's going through that but she's also releasing she's letting go and when you start to realize you really don't have control that control is an illusion it really, really is really, really, really, really believe me, believe me then you kind of free yourself you get to surrender you get to let it go you can have control over yourself you can have control over your choices but you have no control outside of you and there are so many of us walking around being such good control freaks thinking we do when we really don't I have another caller hello, you are live hello hi, who is this? hi, this is Randi Randi, have you ever called me before? no, but I've met you before oh, I know you Randi! nice to hear your voice thanks for calling me too wow I never got to give you a reading though, did I? I think you did well, I really like the topic for tonight's show it was wonderful giving you a reading for tonight's theme absolutely let me just take a look at this I'm going to take a look at the energy of surrender and spiritual surrender in terms of you and just present time and the pictures I see I see the picture I see the picture I see the picture I see this picture of you I want to just go in and look at this a little bit closer the picture is you're being really specific about certain kinds of energies and this looks like it's more of a recent thing for you but I see you where in the past the picture is I just keep seeing it with your head and your ears and your so to me this is all the upper chakras you know, like throat communication, inner voice vision, something like that vision, center of head, you know, sixth chakra and your crown, knowing and so those upper chakras are the spiritual chakras they're kind of the higher levels but those abilities are what I see you working on and the picture is that you've been cleaning those abilities out where in the past before you started changing how you do things with your energy stuff would come in it's almost like there'd be a great big fan power fan outside your space blowing in debris and dust all day long and it would just stick to you and I see this picture it would be other people's energy where you would just it's not like they're blowing it in it's just sort of unconscious and you would just take it you would just sort of it would stick to you kind of like you're a cactus in a windstorm yeah and it would just and you didn't have any control over it and I see this picture of you would stand there and go and stamp your foot and say I really mean it I'm done with this stop it, stop it, stop it but you couldn't you couldn't make yourself stop it you were having a hard time like you did before you didn't know how to not let it in and you didn't know how to get it out and then you started changing how you do things and I believe that had a lot to do with you learning how to ground and start to meditate but also your conscious awareness so all of a sudden you realized oh, okay, it comes in and wait, let me just try this again I'm gonna ground and it's like I just see this picture of kind of like a shoot coming out the your space going down to the earth and you're like wait, it comes in and I'm just gonna release it and it's this really cool picture of it it continues to come in but now you're in a place where you've got this thing going on so it's almost like you let more of it in just to see what would happen if you could get it out so you've been testing this but what I see in present time is you're looking at now how do I keep more of it out because this takes a lot of energy you know, it's a lot of energy to keep having to be on my toes and so I see that this is one of the places where one thing you're having to surrender and I'm not saying I'm not saying you have to but I see you this is like where I see you acting or what you're doing but it looks like one of the things you're having to surrender is like knowing the answer for people kind of like being you know, sort of like being the healer or the out of control healer, Randy you know anything about that? Yeah You're not wrong here you are a healer but you're also learning to not have to be you know, that it may not be your job sometimes also where I see you've kind of run after people trying to force them to have healing from you you know, like if you just do this it'll be so much easier for you and they don't want to be improved so there's a little bit of resistance so you're handling other people's resistance or lack of surrender to being healed because actually it's you in their space and what you've learned how to do and this is like looking like your next step or just kind of what you're working on now is putting all those things together and saying okay now I'm just going to actually make it my business it's my business I'm going to work on my stuff and also you have such an ability to manifest you're really good at attracting or manifesting when you have everybody else's stuff in your space you can't it's really hard you're going to effort Yeah, I've been noticing that too Yeah the difficulty or the ease or both Yeah Mm-hmm Okay, thank you so much for the reading Oh, you're welcome I'd just say with your next step let yourself surrender and let that stuff go and just let go of the responsibility I will Not yours Thank you so much Thank you, Randy I appreciate it Bye Bye-bye Okay, surrender What happens when you refuse to surrender to what is you know, like to what exists whether it's this time where we are evolving and changing and things are falling apart actually that's what's happening things are falling apart and the reason they're falling apart is not because we're all going to hell in a handbasket it's because we're creating something new and in order to create something new you have to destroy or release or make space make room for that new thing So when you refuse to surrender whether it's, you know, to let go or release whether it's an old way of living or of seeing yourself or having a job or relationship a dream you might have outgrown you go into resistance That's my first one here Number one, you go into resistance because you're resisting the change you're resisting what's coming or what's happening and it sticks What you resist persists It really does stick and you might get kind of stuck I'll get into more of these You know, what happens when you refuse to surrender after my next caller Hi, you're live Hi, how are you feeling? Good I was just listening to you Thank you Who's this? My name is Christy I moved from Los Angeles to Indiana and I'm so depressed This weather It's just a whole different lifestyle I'm just kind of hoping that you can help me with some of this You're having a hard time surrendering to all that weather and to Indiana too Absolutely The conservative lifestyle Everyone here I mean, people my age I'm not going to say my age but they're like grandparents and I don't even have any kids I was in LA I was like this fun, wild person before I left but my mom got sick and so I'm just wondering Yeah What town are you in? What I'm doing What town are you in in Indiana? I'm in Indianapolis Okay, I know where you're at Yeah, I'm from originally from Chicago so I know Indiana Oh, good So you're further south and you know, you're not like toward the northwest part which has different energy But anyway, what I'm going to do is what I'm doing first of all is going to take a look at the energy of you surrendering to what's happening with your mom and with that agreement because that's the picture is you went there to be of help and you're not going to be of help to your mom but you're going to be of help as you said you know, to kind of go help her and be there and but what the picture is that when you went there you felt like you stepped back into the 1950s It's kind of like you had to step backward into an old picture that is very colorless It doesn't have the color that you were used to living out here and being much more in the 21st century and it really is like a mid-20th century kind of energy It's like nothing changed Yeah You know, unless it got worse on some levels Absolutely Yeah And when I look at you kind of dealing with this for right now and surrendering and the first of all the first thing I see is your body is really upset and not that that is no that's kind of a no-brainer but I see your body really wanting you to communicate with it to be more present for it I mean, it's really part of you is off as a being racing ahead trying to figure out or solve your way through this Part of you is in your mind thinking about this and going into it and just and you're also starved for communication you know, from people who can see you in present time That looks like it's the hardest thing of all It's like you're lonely You're not getting a hello from people who are because there isn't anyone there it looks like who can really see you and say you you know, say hello to you and go Hey Chrissy, you know, wow you look like you're really doing some good things and what are you working on and blah blah blah What I see is you're completing a karma with your mother not that you don't know that but that's a really big deal here and when I see you communicating with her just on that level I mean, you've got an agreement you're holding onto with her from before this lifetime where you said you'd be there and that's part of it but when I look at your kind of your mock-up in all of this why is it that you put yourself in the middle of where you're at and in the middle of, you know like what looks like a lot of snow and the blizzards that have been happening and all the white out and the crazy it's just crazy the energy in that storm center right now but what I see is this picture of you taking a time out even though you loved it out here you really, you know, you love the sun and the different kind of way of being out here there's this picture of you taking a time out from everything that you were doing that there's a deepening you're going to and as a being part of you is saying I need to step away from everything it's kind of like almost like you put yourself in a convent you know, or a monastery to get away from the outside world it's like a shutting yourself off from the outside world not that you're trying to shut yourself off from the outside world you would like the outside world it's really hard to not have that but there's this picture of you surrendering to something in your own spirit I see you have this picture the picture is that you're in this little tiny room almost like a I don't know why I just keep seeing it like a convent or a cloistered convent is the picture this looks like a past life but you being a nun who lived out all of her life in this cloistered convent in just a little teeny tiny room and then, you know, the chapel and it was just cloistered so the nuns never went out I need to tell you something this is really accurate because my parents were divorced when I was like 15 and we went to like a Catholic like counseling session and in a room like you're describing I told my mom that I would always take care of her and so that's what I'm doing yep, that's what you're doing and it's your agreement with her but what you get out of this and what it looks like you're really working on there's a deeper level of surrendering to your own spirit not saying you have to go ever live like this in the future but you have a really there's a great amount of affinity you have for her and gratitude and I see that that's a big part of this but also you as a being there's something you're trying to get to I keep seeing that you in that past life scraping away at something you're trying to dig up and get to that's kind of on a and I see it on a fourth chakra level in this lifetime fourth chakra has to do with affinity self-love, self-image you're creating a new picture surrendering to your spirit creating a new picture it's very hard right now not that I have to tell you that you know that better than anybody yes, absolutely and I do feel very alone but I do have a great career here but not like Los Angeles not like my experience there at least you have people to communicate with one thing I would say is it looks to me like writing like whether you journal or you're you have a dream journal or you're on a online blogging or you're there's a way that writing is very very helpful to you right now writing will help you create some new some new pictures of where you're going you're not going to be in Indiana forever it just feels like it oh thank you I spent a lifetime in Indiana one week yes it's so cold here but I really love my family so I do feel yeah, you're in there for love and that's the thing to surrender to too you're surrendering to that you're going to move at some point down the road but right now you're it looks to me like and I don't like to predict but that you the spirit, you the being are proud of yourself for being there can I ask if I'm ever going to get married or anything like that no, I don't make predictions and I really got to go because I have another caller and it's my show, it's live so I usually just give people a quick little reading but you know call again another Wednesday or sign up on my mailing list at chriscahill.com and you'll get a weekly email thank you so much Chrissy, good night thank you, good night hey everybody so we're talking about the art of surrender you are listening to Psychic Everyday Radio at skidrowstudios.com I am Chris Cahill your host and I'm still on the air for another 15 minutes or so giving readings and talking about surrender and I do have another caller right now that I can get to hi, you're on the air I'm on the air I'm on the air I'm on the air hi, who is this? I'm here this is Patrick hi Patrick can you turn off your radio we're hearing it and you're also, you sound like you're on speaker it would be great if you could be a little closer how are we doing now? I'm good, much much better, thank you for that so tell me how are you liking the show or do you have a comment or would you like a reading? I'm loving the show so far I like the subject and I think I'd like a reading wonderful do you want me to just take a look at what comes up for you as surrender the art of surrender sure it's really funny because I've been calling it the art of surrender since I named this show like earlier this week but the picture I see is literally you making art out of surrender right now and it's I see you doing it from a place of you're trying to be amused and this picture is that you part of you has a bad attitude and the rest of you is like come on, let's just do it so you put on this stereotypical artist beret and you've got this big canvas and a big paintbrush and part of you is really into it wanting to make something that's really truly deeply heartfelt and the rest of you is kind of resisting or balking at it it's almost like you're the parent dealing with the balky reluctant little five year old but that's both you and so part of you is trying to get to move forward and take the rest of you and I see the rest of you being I don't know, I'm not and kind of being a little hesitant and it doesn't look like it's your normal personality but it looks like it's part of what you're going through now with trying to surrender to another level. I see one thing you're trying to surrender to is when you're afraid, like when you're afraid of taking a step or stepping out or asking for more or being bigger or being seen more on some level so there's this fear picture that you're trying to just let go of and I see you've been boxing it for a long time, it's like you've been in the ring fighting this thing boxing it and what I'm looking at is not what you have to do or what you should do but just there's a there's a step here of surrendering to the fact that the picture exists and saying yeah you know what, there's this hey it's here and invite it in and start talking to it, you know just invite it in invite the fear in, invite it in and say hey what can I do for you, what do you want to eat, you know what is it you want and then listen to it you've been resisting it oh that's good and when you resist it, it's going to stick more and you're going to keep fearing it and then it gets stronger, but when you just pull your energy out and just start communicating with it actually from a place of amusement and sort of you know kind of like your placating it, but in that way where you sometimes see well meaning adults doing to children that really pisses children off that's the picture as you're learning how to surrender to the fear without letting it take over, without seeing it as stronger than yourself so there that's good and you know that's not even metaphor it is, it's related to painting I'm an artist oh right on, I get it and I and we're talking about real paintings here yeah, yeah I get it I'm a painter too and I remember last time I've been not producing paintings for a couple years because I've been doing this full time but yep that fight let me let it go and that's your picture as you're surrendering and also surrendering to your spirit I know I kind of said that but I want to make just make sure that that's the clear because your spirit is the part of you that wants to create right, not your ego right and the ego has this assumption about what a painting should look like what's socially acceptable and everything and the spirit has an idea of like no you should you should just like bring it out of out of yourself yeah let's go explore, let's be real and it's not just your ego that wants to make paintings a certain way, it's also your programming so the programming from the art world or art school or other artists that you see out there, that's the stuff to clear out I would even say hello to that and just say okay thank you so much I got what I needed now I don't need you anymore I'm gonna release you so there, thank you thanks for calling yeah that's great thank you thank you bye bye continuing everybody so we're talking about when you refuse to surrender, to let go to release, so you go into resistance and we went into that a little bit you resist, persist number two you don't grow because once you're in a place of resistance or you're not surrendering you kind of stay in one place it's kind of like being very stubborn and saying I'm not moving from this spot when you do that you stop the flow coming in of what you do want that's number three four you go into effort you know when you go into effort effort just really sucks I mean effort is just not gonna help you being in effort is different from making an effort, making an effort means you show up and you do the work being in effort is a stuck place and it's very tough we've all been there number five your pain persists so if you refuse to surrender sometimes your pain just sticks around anyway when you choose to let go to forgive to surrender control of a situation it makes you stronger in both the short term and the long term okay I have another caller right now hi you're live on my show I'm Chris Hi Chris this is Catherine how are you I'm good Catherine how are you I'm okay I hope that you clear up soon sounds like you're dealing with a little bit of cold I'm actually dealing with a great big growth period awesome yeah okay I'm surrendering to it now I'm probably saying okay I'm going to I'm surrendering to this anyway well how do you like the topic I love the topic because I just did a little mini reading on myself this morning feeling kind of lost and not confident and what kept coming up is you know surrendering to spirit and you know just letting go and grounding it's something that I on a very intellectual level I know that's where I'm at but on that other level I'm just like oh well I'm going to go but I should be doing this and I should be doing that so what I want to know sounds stupid but like I want to look at what I need to surrender to okay and you know I'm not going to tell you anything about what you need but I'll look at the energy of your mock up like what it is you're trying to tell yourself I see this picture of you you know your spirit and your body playing like where your spirit you know that game where you go up behind somebody and you kind of tap them on the shoulder and then you move out of the way so they turn around and you're not there and I see this picture of your spirit keeps tapping you on the shoulder trying to get your attention and then you turn around and you don't see anyone even though you're there your spirit's there but you're looking for something different than what you think you should be seeing if that makes sense and that's the picture is you're you're trying to look in the place where it makes sense to look rather than from a place from a different place and I'm not I'm not trying to be obtuse here but let me just go a little deeper into this um when I see what you're and actually the picture is what you're working on surrendering to or letting go of is the need for it to make sense this has come up for you before and you know this one this is very common it's a pretty common one so it's this picture about letting go of what does make sense what you think it should be also your deprogramming from decades working in particular working a certain way and it's not that you won't be working doing what you do in maybe a new way again but you're kind of the picture is that you're resetting your tone and so the job that you are looking for or the position or the place or the um it's I don't even see that the next thing you get not to predict but it doesn't even look like the next thing you get or manifest is actually the thing you're going for down the long run but you're not it's kind of like another step okay and it may be you know may turn into more but basically what you're doing is you're resetting your tone so that it's funny it looks almost like a um a gambling machine what do they call those whatchamacallit like when the fruit goes by I'm like so oh oh oh right you know what if you didn't ask me I would be able to tell you it was a slot machine slot machine a slot machine and you know the cherries and the apples and the bananas and the plums are going by and you're waiting for everything to line up so that at the vibration you're at and that's what it looks like you're doing but you're waiting and waiting and waiting and it keeps going and going and going and you're like oh no am I maybe should I maybe go scramble back to my old vibration and right that's not what I see works for you because you can't go back to your old vibration it's like you already left that country so it is a lot about surrendering to spirit and it is and it does look like getting out of your head is the best thing you can do for yourself getting out of your head and starting to look beyond where you think you should be and more into another place of how you can work with this yes that makes I know this is a that makes a lot of sense a very short a very short little thing but I just want to say that yeah like with your neck step I would say it's a lot about getting the energy out of your body too because it looks like you're holding on to this as stress mhm definitely I know it's been a lot going on around there too so it's been a stressful month so you know this is you taking a step with that surrender to the stress to say hey I'm ready to I'm ready to talk here good luck Catherine thank you thanks for listening and for calling bye bye we're going to be coming to the end of another show in a few minutes and I have to say a few things not just finishing this you know part of the art of surrender with a few other words so here are some good surrender words if you if you're hearing yourself in all of this show tonight and you're looking for some ways you can take a step I talked with different people tonight about letting go of control stepping away from being you know kind of really needing to placate or heal others or line up to them so that you can be more authentic within yourself releasing resistance stepping out of overthinkings so also I have another one forgive forgiving is a great way to surrender you know that thing happened there was a that thing happened to me in my life and I'm choosing to pull my energy out of it and get my power back and forgive you can also drop it that's another good one drop it trust is a very big very big picture very big word with surrender trust getting to trust that you have a reason for being here you have a reason to have a body right now you have a reason to be in this life you have a reason why you chose to be on this planet right now in present time when we are evolving so intensely it's wonderful you wanted to be here and if you can just look at that and say I wasn't trying to torture myself or make it harder for me but what's happening now is massive growth the harder it is sometimes the more you're going to grow because you're going to really be forced to step up and when things are really simple or easy or coasting along there's not as much growth that's kind of how it works sorry faith is another one you're evolving so what I would say this week working with the energy of surrendering you know for yourself just start to look and see what it is you've been holding on to or trying to control or solve or heal or fix I'm going to let go of this cold so that by next Wednesday I won't be coughing in your ear but for you look and see like what is it where are you wanting to release now I will say a couple things one if you are looking to learn how to meditate or to ground I have a great amount of resources on my websites chriscahill.com also psychiceveryday.com I have a whole store front with a lot of different meditation and there's one I always have a couple free ones available every month as well as a lot of them that you can purchase this month the one that is free through the 31st is called the energy of abundance and then I have another one that's always there free called grounding yourself grounding yourself is a 20 minute meditation go to my store front go to free meditation you can download it instantly but it's a great tool to have and to use to work with especially when you want to change and grow when you want to heal yourself when you want to let go of things you've been holding on to and you just haven't known how to do that and it helps make your body more real and helps you feel better go check out grounding the other thing I want to say is I teach meditation classes and have all kinds of other things on my sites lots of information lots of articles about being psychic about healing yourself about energy and I also am now starting to accept show sponsors I've been doing my show for about a year now and I finally decided to start asking people if they would like to help support my show and sponsor it you know there's a cost to doing it every week and I love doing the show I'm still going to do it I'm not saying if you don't support me I won't do it I will but I'm just asking if you would like to be a supporter you can find that on my page at chriscahill.com and also actually at psychiceveryday.com is where it is right now and I want to thank this week's supporters 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