IT meeting and astrology-psychology interview

Eugene, Pavan and Eric in the office? Yep, we're all here. Sweet. Well, Jeremy, just in case you don't remember, I think you've talked to Alex once. He's your director of IT, right? And then we have Eric, who you've met, Pavan, who you've been interacting with, and Eugene, who is a new hire in IT, okay? Cool. And Jeremy is our consultant for big data, for system engineering and big data. So let me preface this whole meeting. So during the holidays, Jeremy has put a number of hours re-imaging all of our nodes in production. However, that was made on the assumption with a miscommunication that all those nodes would be Docker. So Jeremy took that assumption, ran with it, and made perfect Docker servers, which doesn't necessarily help us with what we're trying to do, which is we're trying to have Hadoop and Docker kind of live together. So that's my bad. I'll make sure to have better communication with our consultant moving forward. But from this point on, I think what would help all of us is to have IT, Alex's group, re-image those servers the way we need them, with the right profiles and all the tools we need. And Jeremy and Eric, you're basically here, too, kind of guide and provide input as to what we need and how we need to go about that. Okay? Yeah, so just to add to the idea is that, and I guess that's somewhat of a question. So we want Docker and we want Hadoop, but we want it to run side by side, meaning Hadoop just runs on, we want it to run on a single host, and then we want it to run on a single host OS, and then running next to it. So here's the vision, okay? The vision is to leverage some of the latest Docker networking abilities, and Jeremy actually has a lot more knowledge there than I do, but kind of make a swarm of containers that talk to each other, but across hosts, not on a single host, right? But the technology is the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, the technology is the technology, using Cloud Air Manager. However, I want that to be easy for us to figure out, hey, we are over-utilizing that machine, and we're under-utilizing that one, and we can actually adjust that. Which is why my vision was to have Cloud Air Agent and Docker on every machine. Now we can talk to that if anybody has any objection. Jeremy, Alex? Well, I still have, just to clarify, so Hadoop Cloud Air will be running by itself. It will not be running in Docker containers. No, no, no, no. And then Docker containers will be running whatever you guys want, Storm, something else, on the same machines. Yep. OK. So I guess. The next question is, do you prefer to have Hadoop and Cloud Air set up first? That's probably a good idea. At the same time? Yeah, I think Cloud Air needs to be completely installed first. That way, whatever I have to work with isn't going to, you know, like. You're finalized in your configuration, so I can do what I need to do around that. That would just make things a lot easier, I think. All right. So and again, this is something that you, Jeremy, or Eric, basically can do. So one of the things that we want to achieve is kind of a two step process of how those things would be set up. So we would build an image that is pretty vanilla, but is already accounting for anything in our infrastructure. So it's not just going to be a bare center as installed when we don't have any tools, we don't have any configuration for common services. Like, the idea is we can provide that. So we get you to the point when you have the nodes that are not a network. They have names assigned. They have like NTP, for example, running and configured. They have monitoring tools like Zabbix running and configured, LDAP client, et cetera. So like all of that can be rolled in an image deploy that we would do. And in addition to this, we can add things like Docker, because it doesn't take much to just install it on the initial deploy. So. So the configuration of Docker is something that you guys will be managing, meaning like how many containers you want, what containers, et cetera. Now there are two key elements to this that we need to know ahead of time. So one of them is the hard drive partitioning, because the nodes do have different hardware and different kind of drives. So because you're going to be running, OK. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. But the hard drive is the hard drive. your containers because if you will use all the desks for Hadoop, your containers still need to access data that lives somewhere. So that's the question number one. And again, we don't have to answer those questions immediately. This is just to put it out there and we can have a separate offline talk about it. The second question is about Docker containers and networking. So it's my understanding that you have basically some containers that are only intended to communicate to another containers within the cluster of machines. And then you'll have containers that would need to communicate, say, to production network. So we would need to figure out... Yeah. ...how to deal with that so everything works in terms of communication, even between the nodes since the regular approach is that the containers will be having their own IP addresses that are internal to the host. And then the host itself basically nets the requests, which is not necessarily something that will work if you're trying to communicate. But, yeah, so that's the first thing that we'll need to figure out is how to communicate externally to another host. But, again, we don't have to solve this now. It's more of a... Yeah, and there are solutions for that, but, yeah. So, so Swarm, Swarm, Docker Swarm should handle container to container communication even across hosts. The thing that I'm not sure of and what I've been telling Jan is that I don't exactly know how it's gonna work when a container has to communicate with a source or something like that. exactly know how it's going to work when a container has to communicate with a service running on the host operating system and vice versa. And that, for me at least, is something that has to be explored at the time of installation to figure out what's required at that level. Because typically, you don't really do that with Docker containers. Well, since we would be running a lot of the services in Docker, so be it Redis or MySQL, all those stuff, a lot of it is going to be container to container. But that said, there will be stuff managed by the cloud area manager, say Kafka, Zookeeper, HDFS, that will need to be accessed from the containers. And I... I know it's feasible. I've seen, you know, many recipes out there. Now, I don't guarantee that it's not hairy. Okay. And that's... I'm sure it's going to take a little bit of research. Yeah. I mean, anything's possible, but it's not a... I don't think it's an out-of-the-box thing. No. No, probably not. But there's certainly like 17 different ways to get Docker to connect to a production cluster. So we'll just have to find the one that fits us. Okay. I think for Docker, it would be great to have at least 100 gigs in VAR for Docker containers, if that's possible. Right. Well, I mean, again, I don't... This is not the call that tends to jump into exact details, but much more to just set up a bit more of a process. And like all these details, we can iron out as we go. But what sounds to me that, you know, should be happening as a first thing is that we basically re-image the nodes with anything that we need for just a generic config to make sure they're online, they're monitored, et cetera. There's no DNS resolution issues. All of that good stuff. The next thing is to set up Cloud Era Hadoop cluster. And then that's where, you know, what we can do is I'd say it can be done. In parallel, we can take one node that, you know, can be used by Jeremy, for example, to test, you know, all the different basically Docker configurations so we can figure out networking. We can figure out how much disk space Docker needs. It's a copyright file system, so it probably needs a lot, especially if the containers live for a long time. So that can be done, you know, it doesn't have to be. It can be done on all the nodes. It can be done on one node to test, maybe two, to test internal communication. And in the meantime, you know, Hadoop part can be set up. Yeah, it's a separate install. So, and again, this is all up to, you know. No, and all that can work. I want to start at the beginning quick. So the re-imaging part, Jeremy, do you want to? Do you have any issue with having the Docker engine just be there, part of the image? No, that sounds good. Okay. Saves a step. Okay. Then. I just don't think I should start any configuration until CDH is installed and up and running in exactly the way that you guys want it to be installed. And that's, again, as Alex said, and we all agree, that's step two, and that's going to be, Eric is going to set that up and make sure everything talks to each, whether all the Kafka Zookeeper, everything is set up correctly. But that said, Alex had a very good point. We do, we are planning on having three nodes that are completely dedicated to Docker. And those three nodes can be easily used by you to figure out the couple of things we need to figure out. Yeah, that's fine. So you probably don't need to wait for Hadoop to be completely available to actually get started. You can play with three nodes, come up with the configuration, you know, and then you can start. And then we can even, I don't know if that's feasible. Well, I mean, I'm not going to be able to test that communication with Hadoop until Hadoop is installed. But, you know, like you can probably, we can probably set up like, you know, some kind of external service for you to hit or just do a simple, you know, curl on yahoo.com, like make sure it hits the production network, something. Well, one caveat to this is that I think that your final goal is to run things side by side, meaning Docker containers and Hadoop. So, you know. Yeah, hitting external URLs is not something I'm worried about or external services. It's hitting services that are running on the same machine as the Docker daemon. Right. So, you know, you can do some initial setup and, you know, in terms of setting up your containers, you know, preparing the container images effectively. In parallel, but then you would basically need to test the connectivity. So, we can kind of set this as an offline. I would really want also like the, for all these things, especially disk config, et cetera, even though like we seem to be on the same page that we're not going to do RAID. For example, for data disks, I think it would definitely help just to have a quick SPAC. A very summarized SPAC of like, you know, what we need. So, we just don't have to go back and forth a lot of times. We'll do it once. We'll have that SPAC. We'll have images in the kickstart configured. And, you know, as we go forward, we will be able to update that part if we change something. You know, we say edit more nodes and we want to provision them again. So, we will gain this reusable code. We can just use to make more nodes. We provision existing nodes. And just keep iterating. But with the kind of same process in mind, so we never run into a situation of not knowing what to do. Yeah. So, Robin created or he dumped out the hardware or the RAID configuration for the nodes. And I was going to go through that list. But I think we can come up with the configurations for each of those nodes that I think should be done with them. And then we can discuss if they need to be changed. And then that way we'll at least have the groundwork for how like what the images will look like or how many different images will be different configurations. So, that will kind of be my next. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And I think at this point I think we all agree that it's simple to just re-image all the servers with the right configurations. Right? Yeah. Yeah. And I think that that also allows us not to worry about any further re-imaging. If it needs to be done or extra nodes that need to be added, we'll have everything ready to go. OK. You know that way too. If we lose a host it should be a lot easier and quicker just to bring it back up with a fresh new thing. and that kind of thing. So. OK. OK, so I'll try to make some notes here and send a summary for that. But basically, here's what I'm hearing. I'm just going to recap quickly for everybody. First step, Eric is going to come up for different profiles for each node's different configuration profiles. Then we're going to create images and deploy those images, right? And that's going to be IT. And that's going to include the Docker engine. Then Eric is going to install Hadoop on all the nodes, the CDH agent, and start working on deploying Kafka, Zookeeper, and all that stuff, and HDFS. At that point, Jeremy can probably start playing with those three Docker nodes that are dedicated to Docker, see if he can connect to Kafka or to HDFS or whatnot from there. And. OK.! So, from a very high level, sounds like that's kind of the plan? Yep. OK. So, what I'll do is, anybody else has anything they want to add to this? No. No. Jeremy? No, that sounds good. OK. So, I'll create an email to recap all this that I just said. And I'll forward it to everybody. Just to start a thread, and let's get moving forward. Cool. Sounds good. Thanks. Thank you. All right. Thanks. All right. Thank you, guys. Bye. Cheers. Bye. Cheers. Bye. Bye. I just like to stay in that victim mode. And how I try to work around that is from an astrological perspective, I really try to educate them and tell them, this is just energy and potential, and it can be changed. You're not doomed. So I try to give them a little bit of an education. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And I try to make them feel more emotional. But then I also go into that victimhood and try to explore what are the benefits of staying a victim. What are you getting out of that? And that's kind of where we start working. Are you getting extra attention? What exactly are you getting out of staying in that place? And try to help the client see that they're in that place and see if they want to change and bring them out. And then we can work on other things. But the person is the person. But the person is the person. But the person is the person. But the person is the person. 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But the person is the person. can get stuck in that victimhood and then they make excuses for why their why their lives are not working while they're not moving ahead why they you know they're envisioning their perfect life but they can't make it happen because everything is happening to them and they're not taking the responsibility in the power and you know taking over their lives where they can and making the changes so i i love that you come from that perspective yeah that's exactly right that's exactly it so what is one of the most interesting cases that you worked with that the the combination really worked well oh there's several that come to mind but one comes to mind that um i had twins um ask for a! astrology chart and these twins literally were born a minute apart from each other and i did the chart and i thought to myself wow these charts are identical which you know is true but usually we know that even identical twins still have some difference in them and i said how am i going to differentiate those two twins from each other so i took a very hard line approach when i calculated the chart i don't need the scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale scale aspects in the chart that the other didn't. And that exact aspect, the meaning of that aspect was I want to be different. So when they both came in, I asked with who, because they were, you know, exactly the same. And that one girl who had the aspect that showed I want to be different, I told her, I said, my guess is that you're the twin that doesn't want to be a twin, that doesn't like to be a twin. And she was just like, her eyes turned that big. And she's like, that's exactly right. So I interpret that those charts from different filters. Does that make sense? It does. It doesn't. It's fascinating because it's only one minute apart. Yeah. And they, in psychology and research, they love doing twin studies, especially identical twins. That's pretty rare. So that had been just a great lesson. It's a learning tool for you to be working with. How often did you get to work with them? It was just a one time. It was a chart that I did for them. So it was a one time, one session. That was it. But it turned out really great. And wouldn't it be great if they came back to you and say, hey, do our charts again and see exactly if anything changed. I mean, that would be, that would be great. Hopefully they do come back. That would be amazing. Yeah. Yeah. That would be fantastic. So what, are the strengths of doing the combination versus doing either one or the other? The strength in doing the combination is that I really see them as being very complementary. And if you, if you think of a broader, I'm just going to go a little broader and then go more into detail. If you think from a broader perspective, in the old days, the sciences, that we now call occult sciences and the mathematical and, you know, hardcore sciences, they were all one. Way back when numerology and mathematics was one. We used numbers to do math, but they, each number had a meaning. Alchemy and chemistry was one science. It was just two sides from the same. 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We that are in the field, we know that. There are techniques, and yes, there are evidence-based techniques, and there's a lot of research, but there's a big, big part, which is the relationship between the therapist and the client. That plays a big, big role. So astrology and psychology work very well together. For me, I believe, because the astrology gives me the opportunity to have an assessment, an in-depth assessment, very quickly, where usually if we would use a traditional psychology assessment that we do, it can take more than one session, and the client can tell us what they want to tell us, especially those clients that, you know, don't want to be in treatment. So when you start from, you know, with the astrology, using it as an assessment tool, the astrologer talks, and clients are just amazed. They're just like, wow. I mean, I just was seeing a client the other day for therapy, and real briefly used the chart. It wasn't even a long session, and I just pointed some points on the chart and told him, and I'd never seen that person before, and he looked at me and he said, oh, my God, how long do you know me? And that causes in the client, number one, it's going to be hard for me here to lie, because she kind of sees a lot in there, and number two, there's a level of trust that gets created that is very, very fast, much faster than if we just do the traditional psychological in-depth interview. Yeah, from that perspective, that's interesting on its own, because it's like you're doing background information on them. You're, you know, you're pulling up the chart, and you're telling them this is what I see, and, you know, they can say yes or they can say no, but they can, you know, like you said, you've had it with many clients where they're amazed that it's like, I can't believe that you found that information on me, and that almost gives them permission to maybe open up a little bit more because you're, you know, you've got background information on them somewhat. So it's pretty. That's right. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Probably a little more of an icebreaker versus some people. Well, a lot of people, when they come into therapy initially, they're scared. They just don't know what's happening. I mean, if it's their very first counseling session, it's, you know, breaking the ice. It's letting that person warm up to you, and it's, like you said, it's the rapport setting. It's letting them get comfortable with you. Mm-hmm. You know? For a lot of people, that can be a really frightening experience. So maybe with the astrology, it's not so intimidating. Is that correct? Yeah. That makes sense. And they get to know you because you're the one talking. So they have time to, especially those clients that are wary and, you know, first time, as you mentioned, they get to observe you. They get to know you. They get to read you. So they have a lot of time to decide this is somebody I can trust or not, or this is somebody I can trust. Or this is somebody that triggers me the wrong way. Or this is, you know, and if you do it, if you come from an empathic and understanding place, it makes it much easier to make that initial connection. And if you're just sitting there with a notepad in front of you and just asking one question after the other and just taking notes, which makes it a little bit more impersonal. It does. It does. The initial assessment for a lot of people. can be offsetting. So having that extra tool to break the ice and make a connection would probably be really helpful. What percentage of your clients overall during the years would you say does a combination? I would say it's about 20% because right now the work I do, I've been working with the military. So I really don't present myself as an astrologer when I'm working on a military base. So I end up just having my extra time to see those clients that are interested in having both. So when you go back to Brazil, you're probably a rather busy woman, correct? If you're seeing clients down there? Well, I try to make a balance. Because I really want to have a good time and enjoy myself and use my vacation. So I try to do a combination of not too much, still having fun, enjoying it and not feeling stressed. But yeah, I have. Last time I went in two weeks, I had 18 clients. Wow. Yeah. And that was a little much. So this time I tried to have one a day, which was okay. That worked for me. So I could have my vacation. Yeah. And I would spend my time off, you know, see my friends and things like that. Yes. Have balance. That's very important. Especially for counselors. So can you tell us a little bit about the three most important parts of a chart? Sure. I would love to do that. When we look at a chart, there are many, many elements that we look at. The planets, 10 planets, we have 12 signs, we have the houses, the aspects. So there's many symbols that an astrologer looks at, and all these symbols have meaning. But the three big ones, the triad, the big triad, I call them, is the sun sign, which is, that's pretty popular. Most people know their sun sign, it's easy to find. The moon sign, and that's a little harder, because you really have to have somebody calculate that for you. So what is your, moon sign, and then the ascendant sign. So those three, it's almost like if you're preparing a meal, those three are your basis. This is the potato and the meat and the salad. And then everything else is how are you going to prepare it? What are the toppings? What are the spices? How are you going to add to that? So I'm going to explain a little bit what each one of those means. When I do a chart, I usually look at the ascendant first, the sign of the ascendant. And technically, it means that was the sign that was ascending in the horizon when you were born. And from an astrological perspective, from a psychological perspective, it's your persona. The analogy I give my clients, I tell them if you were a house, the sign on your ascendant describes the front of your house. This is what everybody sees. This is who you are when you arrive at a party, you don't know anybody. This is what you show. The sun sign is the owner of the house. That's who's inside the house. Some people have ascendant sign and some signs that are very similar. So these are the people that when you meet them better, you're not surprised. Like, oh, what I saw, this is who you are. People who are very different signs are those people that you're like, wow, first impression on who you are, very different. And finally, the moon sign, the moon sign is a sign of our childhood and our emotional world. So I usually start with the ascendant that I go to the moon sign. The moon sign describe you as a child. What has a theme? What kind of family you've had? Where did you grow up? You're your first environment, which is so important. And pregnant. And yeah, give us a basis to life later. And then the sun sign is our mature self, which, you know, some people mature at 12, some people never mature. True. But it's kind of to be your light when you start shining, when you find your way, when you really become who you're supposed to be. So those three are a neat combination. When you just talk about those three, you can get a lot out of the chart. Well, that's nice because I think for a lot of people, just looking at an astrological chart can be intimidating because there can be so many symbols on it. It can be confusing. So just being able to lock into those three areas would be a good start, especially if you don't have a lot of time to be delving into something. So I gave you my birth date and information yesterday, and what did you pull up on it? Yes, I did pull out that. And your ascendant is Scorpio. Your moon sign is Capricorn. And your sun sign is Libra. Did you know that? Yes, I didn't. Yeah, I knew most of it. Let's talk about it. That could be interesting. Okay. So I'll go in the order where I usually go with clients. I start with the ascendant Scorpio. So people with Scorpio on the ascendant. So that's kind of what you present. That's the first impression people have from you. And in the first moment, they tend to be reserved. Kind of suspicious. So if you would arrive at that party where you don't know people, the tendency with an ascendant Scorpio is like, I'm just going to look around, see who's who, what kind of party that is, what's happening, kind of get a good feel, and kind of does not approach people right away and really doesn't like to be approached right away. I prefer to do that. I'm not going to be the first scam, so to say. I scope it out. What? I scope it out. You scope it out. Exactly. You scope it out. And once somebody with Scorpio ascendant feels like, okay, I can trust this is okay, then they actually look for a very intense contact. That's why the scoping out happens. Because they really want to find somebody or a situation that really moves them. It's a very intense. It's emotionally intense. Fine. So they're not happy with 80. They want eight or 800. So they're looking for somebody that really moves them to the core. They want to have a conversation that's intense or an experience that's intense. For some people, it's difficult. Like maybe, I don't know if you have that experience. Some people might feel put off by people with Scorpio ascendant because you'll be the one that will be asking very penetrating questions. At that soiree where people are holding their cocktail and they might feel like, whoa, you know, this is and you're just, you know, this is I'm interested in interesting conversations. I'm not. You're not typically your people who will do the small talk and talk about the weather. That doesn't move them at all. And that's how I ended up getting this show. There you go. Thank you. That's exactly. That's great. When we learn to use, when we use our energy in the right place, that's, you know, that's perfect. And Scorpio on the ascendant, they also have a lot of energy. They're the ones that when everybody else is like, oh, I'm done. I'm falling apart. They're still there. They're holding. So you want somebody with a strong Scorpio energy. If there isn't like a crisis or an emergency. Or things. The Scorpio people are the ones that are going to say, you know, there's a joke in astrology that we say that the Scorpio people are the ones that decide when they're going to die. That's great. I'll remember that. Thank you. Yeah. I'm not ready yet. You're not ready yet. That's good. That's good. So they like those situations that are intense. So some people might feel a little like, oh, this is a little too strong to me. Now, in your case, then we go over to the moon. Capricorn. Moon and Capricorn. We call that is an exa. It's a moon exile. Moon is at home in temperature, which is opposite to Capricorn. So if a planet is opposite to sign, we call it, it's an exile. So it means like, Hmm, not really very comfy there. Um, so the moon and Capricorn children. Our children who had to grow fast or who had a lot of responsibilities placed on them very early on. Not. Either they're the oldest or the only or parents weren't really around. So these are the kids that very early on expressed the sense of responsibility and seemed very disciplined and they do the right thing. And then automatically the grownups around say, oh, you can let, you know, Julianne handle it. Um, oh yeah. And they, um, they're, they're kind of serious, small adults. They manage life well. They want to improve. They're kind of the people who saved today to have later. Um, if you think of Capricorn, a good analogy is the goat that was on a mountain. So they're very, very self-sufficient. They don't need a lot. They're just climbing the mountain. And. It's usually a good sign to have as a mature adult, as a child, it can have a lot of heaviness because it's not a sign that allows for a good. Flow of emotions. Um, as a child, if you have the moon and Capricorn, there might have been situations where it was just not appropriate or not valued to show emotion. It was valued to show hard work and responsibility. Especially growing up in a German household. I can relate to that. I know you can. Totally. Yeah. Germans are, are. Very Capricorn in nature. Like the energy of Germany is very Capricorn in nature. Interesting. Uh, so then we go into the sun sign and it's like, when you grew up, you became a Libra. So you went from a Capricorn. So for people listening out there, that's kind of how you look at it. The ascendant is what I show the moon sign is who I was, my childhood or the energy that was around me. And then the sun sign is when I. Kind of who I am when I grew up. And the Libra is, um, a sign. I mean, it's the, if you look at the scale, you know, you have, it's a sign that ponders that looks for balance, looks for harmony. Um, doesn't like to be alone very much because it's very important to have somebody kind of on the other side that tells me how am I doing? They like, they like that mirroring. So in a way it's, it's a, it's a lighter sign coming from that. Capricorn energy. Libra is an air sign likes to relate to people, love the world of art, like the art feeds their sense of harmony and their sense of good taste. Um, they, they have a very strong sense of justice. Um, they couldn't put their own emotions aside just to, you know, be fair to a person or a situation. So in a way it's, it's an, it's a easier sign. So in a way it's, it's a lighter sign to live with, um, being a Libra. Does that make sense? It does make sense. And that kind of ties into one of my favorite mottos. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. There you go. I'm living it now. And that all makes sense from what you just told me. So thank you so much for doing that interpretation. You're welcome. Thank you. We are going to take a small break here. And then we're going to wrap. Things up and you can let everybody know how to contact you and anything else you want to mention towards the end. 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